My Happy Ending
by Avril Lavigne

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
CHORUS X 2
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

Another week of not blogging.. wooh.. throughout this whole week was exam period for me.. i had 4 papers... mon, tue, thurs & last but not least sickening sat...darn.. they should have make the timetable for the exams a better slot.. rather than on a sat.. waste of my fri night.. karin and kim hui were lucky man.. they had their papers finish on wed.. man.. they can enjoy the rest of the week... while i had to slog for 5 days.. and had only 2 days of enjoyment.. darn... simply no mood for each paper man..

Well.. i shall start on fri.. woke up before lunch.. went to orchard hotel study at subway with mike, andy & kelvin.. last paper and i simply had no interest in it.. but neverthe less i tried studying.. study till around 8.. son come then we went to have dinner at far east plaza.. after that went to walk around far east.. when we are about to leave far east got 1 guy keep staring at son when we were walking down the stair as he walk up with 2 of his friends.. wah.. that guy so daring man... we can't stand the look of his face... in a mere seconds we walk back towards the guy...he was quite stunned when we were behind him... wanted to give him a beating man.. but lucky his walked off quickly.. dont think we are so easily bully man.. try us.. u son of a gun...

Next we went to have a game of pool at mambo.. meet up kimhui and delvin outside paragon.. slack at cine.. played lan at e-games from 12+ till 3.. slack outside long john silver till 4++ after which we walked home leaving delvin as he was with a girl whom he met.. well.. had to wake up at 6.30 for my paper start at 8.30 whahaha.. slept less than an hour.. so tiring whahah.. my brain was dead.. when i look at the qns my mind went blank whahaha.. after the paper i rush home to sleep.. but did not sleep cos kim hui refrain me from sleeping.. darn.. had lunch went to bugis after that slack at town.. but he have to leave early so i meet up kelvin and cindy..

Fate brought us back together.. I saw her last week and this week.. it was at border there.. she was with her indo friends again.. chat with her for a short while.. cos we were both standing at the junction between lido and border.. after which i waited for mike.. he decided to have dinner at BK at far east.. i did not know it was fate that brought me to see her twice.. saw her at BK.. after that hopping i can see her another time.. but i think twice was enough.. waited for the rest of the mofos to come.. we went to catch a movie at 1.50 am at cine.. 13 going 30 .. nice show i shall give 4 popcorns for it.. after the show i went home.. so damn tired.. had not sleep for more than 30 hrs man.. went home and sleep till 2.30 pm man.. wooh.. shiok but tired.. man now here i am.. slacking at home.. nowhere to go.. so sianz.. tomorrow still having IS class at 1... why won't they give us another week or a few days of rest?? sux... well.. i guess.. i shall stop here.. zzz

Boo!!~ nv blog for like a week or so man..Sat met up with Ben chin for a little while at town.. hang out at paragon starbuck for a little while and went off to kwang Hui's house warming.. wooh so many people squeeze into one flat haha.. stay over night.. drink and eat non-stop the feeling was damn shiok.. haha.. Sun went to watch fireworks cos i miss it on national day man.. it was damn cool man.. superb nice, went with abdul and sui ping.. after that met up with kelvin and cindy.. saw alvin at the food court at suntec.. how i wish she was there to watch it with me.. that is a dream which will not come true.. from mon to thurs i tried to study but i just cant concentrate.. and there isn't the mood for me to do so.. just feeling damn blue with everything.. :(
On Thurs went to watch twin effect 2 suppose to be notebook but was sold out.. darn.. so unlucky.. and the twin effect 2 was like so lame.. and kua zhang.. copy matrix slow motion... watch it with abdul and ping again.. lol.. left the 3 of us.. the rest either mia or kia lol.. the next day which is fri.. kelvin came over and we played lan at my house.. gunbound and stuffs.. we just dont feel like studying.. went to town in the evening... sat outside lido mac.. talk cok.. slowly more and more peers come.. and the group grew larger.. lol..
Out of the blue.. saw her walking out of hmv.. but she did not notice me.. did not want to disturb her.. so i look at her walk off with her poly friends..just a mere of seconds was enough for me.. since i last met up with her was at the basketball match.. at that point of time.. it was like the feelings came back again it was still strong man.. msg her asking whether she was at hmv.. and it was her.. man feeling superb blue at that time man.. went over to liang court and sit near the bridge holding on to a bottle of vodka.. sighz.. chatted with kelvin.. memories of the bridge at liang court during the days back we have so much fun.. played at the fountain.. haha.. so childish at that time but it was fun.. walked back home.. it was a long walk but a walk which clear my mind.. haiz.. stayed up late til 7am..
dont know what i'm suppose to do in life.. dont wanna disappoint my parents.. since they have put in so much effort to bring me up and pay for my school fees till poly.. haiz.. tmr is my common test.. Programming written test.. tues is me EG1 = Engineering Maths thurs DEL = Digital Electronic Sat DCCA = D C circuit .. argh.. have not started on it yet.. jus simply no mood.. have to really clear the heavy load off my mind.. i shall stop here.. dont know what to do man..


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- H O P E L E S S - dont really know what to write man.. simply tired of blogging perhaps not.. well.. common test is coming up real soon about 2 weeks time before the term break(they make it sound nicer.. it actually a exam break).. sucky enough.. NP system really suck big time.. whatever is it.. dont really know why i choose NP man.. stupid me.. SP is so slack.. how i wish i would be in SP.. look at my pathetic timetable.. it so packed man.. suffocated by the timing man.. well.. fri went out with MOFOS.. slept for like 5 hrs? perhaps lesser.. Sat went out with Bao & Pear to catch the flying daggers.. after which Bren turn up after the show.. after that they went off.. left me alone at town.. supposely waiting for kim hui and delvin.. but in the end i meet up kok wai & danny around 6++ to 7.. went to have a game of pool at lucky plaza.. after which went to esplanade to have a delicious and free dinner at Thai Express.. after that i went off to meet Son, kim hui & delvin.. after that went to kok wai apartment at 12 gave him a surprise cos it was his birthday.. there will The MOFOS around.. he was touch man.. :) ate the birthday cake bought from swensen man.. wooh hoo.. ice-cream cake.. then the mofos chiong to Ktv at chinatown at party world.. i went to one of my pri's sch friend chalet.. it was her birthday too.. man.. it is so boring.. went there to torture myself.. did not slp much.. and 4 people share a bed.. look how pathetic it is.. man.. having cramps here and there.. darn.. man.. the next day went to town from the chalet.. slack for awhile went home to rest.. and in the evening meet up the MOFOS and CHu.. went to slack at pool tix.. and went to Kwan Hui house to drink.. wah can drunk man.. so dead tired man.. have lots of fun there.. this weekends was a havoc one.. man.. i going off le.. shall continue tmr or what.. damn tired now.. my eyes ball are dropping out soon.. see ya.. ciao... *sniff sniff* * ZZzZzzz* Feeling Blue right now.... can anyone cure my sickness? hopefully she does.. yawn.. well.. guess not.. well.. shall stop here.. dragging on too much.. keke..

Yoz all... sorry for not blogging guess there will not be anyone looking at my blog.. too busy with my sch works and stuffs.. and there are lots of things going on man.. i am unable to cope with my course.. seems like it is totally awful man.. sigh.. things are going down and down.. worst come to fear i might repeat my modules and drop out.. no idea how i'm gonna pass man.. i've been trying hard to understand my this course.. it totally damn hard for me to understand it.. darn.. DULAN AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!....... feeling so stressed out since sch started.. dont know how am i gonna cope man.. lots of projects and tests coming up this week.. and 2 to 3 weeks time is my common test quite a major exams man.. die liao.. if by this 2 weeks i cant understand how am i gonna pass my modules??!! argh...... the road to hell.. POLY = PISS OFF LIVING YOU dont know what shit lar.. hate it.. seems like i'm the one with the most problems man.. unlike my others classmates doesn't seems as bad as me.. damn.. why am i so easily stressed out? haiz.. kaoz.. FUCK NP systems.. it totally sux.. especially the late coming.. 1 min consider late.. and the online is shit... __ canoeing is great but i cant go often.. cos i have to catch up with my work and i am gonna pester those lecturers.. argh... well i have to go off.. tmr have to wake up early for practical excerise EPS1 well.. ciao.. nite all.. and god bless..